Sorry guys. I just keep bringing it up because I'm totally sitting on the fence with this one, and I'm trying to work it out in my head. I don't even know if I find her attractive or not... I can't even make up my mind about something as instinctual as physical attraction!!! Plus, I still don't really know if she's a lesbian or not, and either way she's so straight-up about everything that I probably wouldn't have a modicum of control and then I might just end up stuck in something I want out of. That's the worst-case-scenario granted, so by no means am I particularly worried about it, but at the same time I gotta think the whole thing through...

But it's all good. I'll ask Clark at band practice tonight. He's the go-to specialist on this shit.

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It's not an insult, I just like how Tay keeps coming back with this. She seems like quite a character.

why is that an insult? I mean, she's a girl, right?

give her a call. she's probably trying to confuse you just so you don't know what to do next, and she's going to have her fun... hetero or not. go into it with an open mind. I actually have to say that I like how cautious you are with this one... there's much less "man, that bitch was hot" talk going on. if all else fails, you'll have had an interesting time, and you'll know for sure that she's not straight, but if things work out, if she was only saying what she said to get a rise out of you, maybe you can go far with this... if you're interested... I say go for it.

Is she just saying that to mess you up?

hehehehehe

So that girl who I don't know if she's a lesbian or not e-mailed me. She says I should phone her. She also said I should be aware of my girly-writing. Ouch.

After the Nintendo DS hand charger, comes IIT's mobile phone turbine charger. It generates 4 watts of electricity, and is small enough to fit in your pocket! And all for the low, low price of 200 Rs. (In Canadian terms, about $6.)

It sounds like they've already anticipated the possibility that you may not like or expect what is next.

oh shit

Thanks for the advice. I think you've helped me cement what I'm going to do: apply and talk to them, and then decide... but let them know where I'm standing right now. but oh is that difficult, especially when things are almost entirely handed to you on a silver platter:

"Depending on the project you plan on taking on, we will likely hire you for
the summer and you can get a feel for what is going on in our research group
and whether you like working with us. You would be involved in a variety of
research projects and would start to develop your own project towards the
fall when you would start with your graduate program."

i mean, come on, if that isn't a prod in the direction of "work for us! we really want you to! come join us now!" i don't know what is. but yeah, an application will be going in, and i'll be letting them know that i'm still not sure. that I think their opportunities are AMAZING, but that i'm still not sure. and they're going to look at me either in a confused or disappointed manner and ask me what it would take to be convinced. and the answer is time.

oh my. i did not think it would be this easy (the whole application/acceptance process). i really just need a break, and i need it badly.