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On a different note, I've felt this way for a while, but the things like these that you guys do amaze me. The art, the music, the activism, hipster twister, or whatever, it blows my mind. Literally, there is no way I can conceive of putting myself out there like that; it's just not in me. I have trouble in a role that isn't defined for me; a path that hasn't been taken before. That you guys can and do and succeed at endeavours like that astonishes me. I can't even bring myself to sing in public.
I'm still self-conscious about this webpage. I mean, here's a medium where I can literally fix anything that's wrong so people forget about the mistake, and I was still anxiously obsessed over it for a good month after it launched. As for my other project, I can't honestly conceive of iftv working and succeeding based on my work; I just can't picture that. My greatest comforts in that whole project are that someone else is taking care of the part of the website that people will actually see and that I have other people to fall back on.
I suppose the sentimental crap doesn't help as much as being there (something I try to do, perhaps not as much as I could.) In any case, that's how I see the people that surround me. Despite my attempts to sound full of myself (like the title of this page), I can't do it. There's just too many people around me who are far more capable than I am at too many things. I can't even pretend to be arrogant with any shred of competence.
Like I said, I don't think I (or anyone else) needs to apologize here. I consider the whole issue passed at this point. I just felt the uncharacteristic need to put that out there. (And thankgoodness myself for the ability to edit the whole damn thing.)
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November 24, 2005 -- 2:49 PM
posted by Pete
Is there anyone that could give me a ride to the Druid tonight? I have class until 9:30PM, but I would really like to stop by for a bit. Worse case maybe I'll just cab it, but I like saving money even moreso. If you feel like be generous towards me give me a call.
PS: Par I am so confident in all of your mad skills that when you become a doctor, I'm gonna get in a car accident just so you can operate on me. ('cause that's all doctors do is surgery, right?)
November 24, 2005 -- 10:51 AM
posted by eric
word.
kay if you guys are headed out to the Druid to celebrate Andy's birthday have a good time!
i cannot attend as i have a prior engagement to DJ the FAB Silent Art Auction (SORRY ANDY!)
November 24, 2005 -- 10:40 AM
posted by Beck
As for my other project, I can't honestly conceive of iftv working and succeeding based on my work; I just can't picture that. My greatest comforts in that whole project are that someone else is taking care of the part of the website that people will actually see and that I have other people to fall back on.
haha, that's ironic. It's exactly how I feel, only you're the guy I fall back on :)
November 24, 2005 -- 9:59 AM
posted by Jsese
first of all, that mystery post was me, I was doing about a billion things and missed that little box so conveniently labelled Name: My apopolgies
Second: yay, actual comunication that delves a little deeper than the usual bullshit we wade through in our daily lives.
Third: Par, your board rocks. it has kept this group of friends together when most of us are simply too busy to go for wings or trivia or hipster twister or even bump into each other at school. I just want to say thanks for your time spent creating this sprawling monstrosity of a message board!
Fourth: My Humps! My humps, my humps, my humps!
Fifth: you can all ignore everything I said pretty much ever, exept the part of respecting and supporting friends.
Sixth: Won't someone please think of the children!!!
November 24, 2005 -- 7:40 AM
posted by Par
Gah. I hate you all.
November 24, 2005 -- 12:55 AM
posted by P
Sorry, but that's stuck in my head now.
Anyways, we all understand each other by now don't we? Now love dammit! I'm gunna hurt in the mornin'.
November 24, 2005 -- 12:50 AM
posted by P
I'll make love to you
Like you want me to
And I'll hold you tight
Baby all through the night
Does anyone else hear that?
November 23, 2005 -- 11:12 PM
posted by edo
You don’t want no drama,
No, no drama, no, no, no, no drama
November 23, 2005 -- 10:21 PM
posted by Par
Oh yeah, I'd just like to mention one other thing. If I give you shit about any of those projects that you're working on (*cough* Daggers CD *cough*), try to keep what I wrote in that last message in mind. It's not so much that I enjoy giving you guys shit (though it is kind of fun) but that I like seeing things work out (what can I say? I'm an optimist.)
November 23, 2005 -- 10:18 PM
posted by Par
i sures as hells am NOT going to apologize for telling you how much all of this means to meI think this pretty much nails it, for most of us involved. We shouldn't have to apologize for anything that's happened around all of this. We make choices, we try our best. If there's anything that would ruin what ngz is trying to do, it's making playing twister a chore. If I go, I go. If not, whatever. I'll try next time.
On a different note, I've felt this way for a while, but the things like these that you guys do amaze me. The art, the music, the activism, hipster twister, or whatever, it blows my mind. Literally, there is no way I can conceive of putting myself out there like that; it's just not in me. I have trouble in a role that isn't defined for me; a path that hasn't been taken before. That you guys can and do and succeed at endeavours like that astonishes me. I can't even bring myself to sing in public.
I'm still self-conscious about this webpage. I mean, here's a medium where I can literally fix anything that's wrong so people forget about the mistake, and I was still anxiously obsessed over it for a good month after it launched. As for my other project, I can't honestly conceive of iftv working and succeeding based on my work; I just can't picture that. My greatest comforts in that whole project are that someone else is taking care of the part of the website that people will actually see and that I have other people to fall back on.
I suppose the sentimental crap doesn't help as much as being there (something I try to do, perhaps not as much as I could.) In any case, that's how I see the people that surround me. Despite my attempts to sound full of myself (like the title of this page), I can't do it. There's just too many people around me who are far more capable than I am at too many things. I can't even pretend to be arrogant with any shred of competence.
Like I said, I don't think I (or anyone else) needs to apologize here. I consider the whole issue passed at this point. I just felt the uncharacteristic need to put that out there. (And thank
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